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Date : 2010/02/09
Time : 16:05 Title : so I've heard. I got a new MP3 ! Blue in color and small in size ;D I got through this far. And I know I'm strong enough to go even further :) No matter how much I want to pour out everything, I know, I can endure. So for that, thank you Allah. Recently, I've learned that if you feel like talking to someone during hard times, endure it. I mean, if you tell someone about all your problems, your problems will not go away right ? Unless you talk to a counsellor or something. But oh well, that's my theory. And maybe someday, someone will prove me wrong. For good.
Date : 2010/02/07
Time : 20:26 Title : I want ...  the Samsung Corby phone. :( Though I think it's under-rated (which is a positive point) I went to my sister's house, and she was ill, and she passed her illness to me. A simple, kind-of-obvious tip on how to get me not to be a quiet person around you: - Hang out with me for at least 3 times a week. The beginning of an end to a disaster - catastrophe. I want this to end.
Date : 2010/01/29
Time : 01:03 Title : you live, you die. you live again, and you die. The job training was OK + fun. The trainer's super friendly :)
Then one of the guy who got posted to the same hotel as me intended to start work on Saturday. But I can't start work on Sat ! :( So Monday it'll be. But I really fear getting all the reprimands from the manager/supervisor. What if I screw up whilst serving ? Dang. I got the Typhoid Vaccine a few days ago and I'm having fever, since the doctor said there's a chance of getting a fever when I take the vaccine. This sucks. :( I should be sleeping now, but I wanna finish watching Legend of The Seeker ! SNSD RELEASED A NEW ALBUM! ♡
Date : 2010/01/28
Time : 02:32 Title : if I was a rich man ... dadadidadida..dum, all day long I'd dididididum(?), if I was a wealthy man. Wouldn't have to work hard ... And I got into NYP ! My first choice. Haha. I didn't expect the mass message to be sent out early, like really early. I got mine at 0700+ (it's early OK). At first I was like dang sleepy I couldn't bother much. Then people start spamming my phone and the message tone keep repeating itself so I got kind of annoyed and woke up. And yet to sleep till now. Went to HQ just now (againnnnnnn...) to help carry the NEWater from water plant or whatever it's called. We seriously got lost and the driver/uncle didn't exactly know the directions so yea. Ended earlier than expected. BUT, after that, they asked for our help to do some amendments to the Flyers for Project R.I.C.E. The telephone number is wrong. It's supposed to be 9, but it printed as 0 on all the 90,000 Flyers. Lucky enough, it's just one digit. ;D I'm having the job training today ! And when is the letter from Polytechnics arriving ? I'm like excited for school LOL. Just now, someone who took Nursing (Year 3, grad ? iono) in NYP told me what to expect during the entire course. First year, a lot of Biology. SERIOUSLY ?! I took Biology and it was ... JC students starting school today. Good luck to y'all. :p I should seriously get to sleep now. Want to wake up early, go library and hopefully my sister's house. EXCITED FOR JOB-TO-BEEEEEEEE :D AND POLYYYYYYY :D oh well, it seems to have cooled down now. but I know it's not the end. I see no point in it. I hope I'm darn right about my instincts, though it could never be trusted. (lol)
Date : 2010/01/26
Time : 23:07 Title : there was a farmer who had a dog ... ... and Bingo was his name-o. B-I-N-G-O (continue yourself). Today, I went to HQ. Before that, I went to AMK Polyclinic to get the Typhoid Vaccine. It was horrifying. The needle was thick and long. And the amount of whatever-the-name-of-the-solution-is was at least 1 litre or something. Kidding. OK I'm exaggerating for no reason. It wasn't that bad. Compared to BCG (?) during the Primary 6/5 times. At least I don't get to swallow that bitter stuff. (Remember, remember ?) I thought the certificate was laminated or something (hahahaha, wth), but it's just a piece of paper, thinner. IDK what's the name but it's those kind that you write on it, then what you wrote can be seen on the other piece of paper behind it. OK never mind. Today, I ate McFlurry. Tomorrow, I'll be getting the school postings result. (OMG, NOOOOOO!) Tomorrow, I'll be going to HQ. Soon, I'll be watching Liar Game Season 1 Finale. (YESSSSSSSSSSSS!) But it's 2 hours long (Seriously?!) The day after tomorrow, I'll be going for job training (FINALLY!^^) Saturday, IS POP ! Maybe, just maybe, things will change. Hah, what am I thinking. Seriously ?
Date : 2010/01/25
Time : 04:29 Title : it's ... ... 0429 hours. And I've yet to hit the sack.
I keep planning to go library, but I keep procrastinating. I want to get the Typhoid (?) Vaccine today for my job-to-be (hopefully). Oh well, no ice-cream nor milk seems to make me feel so ... depress ? down ? distress ? It kind of annoys me when I see some people being so heartbroken over an unsuccessful relationship. I mean, are BGRs the only pillar of love/strength in your life ? You should jolly well know you start a freaking relationship at this(my) age for the sake of it/status. I think it's near impossible for you to start a BGR at the age of 12 and expecting it to last till marriage/death/eternity/next life. OK, I know of one successful (?) case, but seriously ? It's heartwarming to know that you care, but somehow ...
Date : 2010/01/24
Time : 14:52 Title : I wish ... ... I wish, with all my heart, to fly with dragons, in a land apart. Went to campsite yesterday, for FD Accred (ITP?), and POP Rehearsal. I hate living like this. I'm supposed to grow stronger, but what happened ? And I realized, I'm full of hatred. I don't think I can depend on you anymore. So it's the same as going through all this alone. But, if this is supposed to make me grow stronger, I will be, and must be. No matter how much it hurts. It's like the pain of being caned at the same spot over and over again. The pain of trying to love something that you detest so much. I know the you're suffering more than us. I will be strong, even though I know how weak I am. How can I depend on you, when you're going through the same thing as us ? And you ? When I know so clearly you're avoiding what's happening around us. I caught you staring at me. And you continued staring at me. -.-"
Date : 2010/01/22
Time : 09:33 Title : damn you, and everyone involved in your conspiracy.
and also, why the hell must YOU be so concerned when YOU are doing the the exact same thing TOO ? I wish I'm rich enough to leave now. In the first place, if I'm rich enough, this shit wouldn't have happened, since you're damn materialistic. This sucks, big time. Love causes destruction. Period.
Date : 2010/01/21
Time : 04:30 Title : Today, I realized I'm still alive. And that's all that matters. For me, at least. The sky is macrocosmic,
Date : 2010/01/20
Time : 04:29 Title : the day's brightened up by the lamp. I've decided. I won't go to HQ this week.
I'm desperately finding for a job. (Don't assume I'm a shopaholic needing cash that much) And finally, I'm done with my resume. It's not that I'm writing a composition or something, but I've been procrastinating. So yea, you should've guessed it. I fear FD ITP. Carina decided not to attend. What if I'm the ONLY person without FD Gold ? :/ If I could bottle up everything, and throw it away. Never to see it again. |
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